U n ME

there are thousand types of relations, relations of blood, relations of pain, relations of convinience...........and many more.......... i dunno how and where to categorize my relation with you. was it of pain, or friendship or ..... sumthing tht i never understood. it did start wit pain, where you spoke of ur pain and i listened. i hav this quality tht i can live othrs pain. this is sumthing tht i cant put in wrds. evrybdy feels tht pain is difficult to convey, u can nevr mak d othr person feel ur pain, how its wrentches ur heart n hw it breaks it into 1000 pieces bt i can feel evry silent tear n d void it creates.......where u tell urself tht enuf i gt to get out of this n again u fall deep into the same void askin why me......... i felt ur pain n i wanted to protect u. as much as i wud hv wanted to protect myself. you did recover in long run. and wht ws left behind ws a seething anger. anger fr each n evrybdy. evn fr me. fr assumptions tht u made, cos u saw evrybdy in same light tht evrybdy is here to hurt u. u at times decided to punish em , at times to forgiv em. u cant do anything to anybdy my dear frnd, it nvr wrks. ppl do get hurt temporarily bt thn u r forgotten. bt it wil b u who wil remembr all n seeth in anger fr d supposedly wrong thing thy did to u. i dont bliv in this. i giv u sumthing cos i think u r wrth it. if u arnt thn fine lets part ways. no point in havin grudges in wht i did fr u n hw u returned it bak. i forgiv u. n i forgiv myself fr binding wit u. u went off without explainin d reason fr gettin angry this time.....m lettin u go. m freein myself frm u.