its hard to get company evryday while walkin home bak from ofc.
man i feel so aweful evrytime i walk home. but thn i thawt why not make use of it. 
m surrounded by my team mates n ther probs n 
ther politics d whole god damn day. 
and thn at home my  moms views about relatives
which havnt chgnd an inch sine she hs gt married.
the same story 1000 times over and over again. so i walk at leisure, listenin to musik n lukin at ppl. 
wonderin wht is ther story :-D n now whn 
i luk at d sky above i dont feel lonely.... 
u mite say tht i hv reconciled wit my lonely walks but wthevr, 
its gud nt to think so much. 
    

weird ideas

i ws watchin this ad of sleepin matress n an idea stuck me. of a sleepin matress. of a box wit gel. one can just slip in d box of gel. d gel wud b full of air bubble to enabl u breath and ful of healing
substance fr ur skin. u knw aloe vera kind of stuff. it wud help keep
 ur skin fr agein n stuff. i cn go on lenght on this u knw

:D  n nw tht i ws watchin discovery another idea stuck me, 
may b this ones thawt of already. we shud start building houses in water. 
newys in few yrs d land is goin to get consumed by water. 
so why nt b prepared fr it. thou i dunno hw to get d oxygen part. 
but since water is part oxygen it shudnt b hard to create oxygen 
in water homes. 
we wil hav oxygen cumin out of taps instead of water ha ha ........

U n ME

there are thousand types of relations, relations of blood, relations of pain, relations of convinience...........and many more.......... i dunno how and where to categorize my relation with you. was it of pain, or friendship or ..... sumthing tht i never understood. it did start wit pain, where you spoke of ur pain and i listened. i hav this quality tht i can live othrs pain. this is sumthing tht i cant put in wrds. evrybdy feels tht pain is difficult to convey, u can nevr mak d othr person feel ur pain, how its wrentches ur heart n hw it breaks it into 1000 pieces bt i can feel evry silent tear n d void it creates.......where u tell urself tht enuf i gt to get out of this n again u fall deep into the same void askin why me......... i felt ur pain n i wanted to protect u. as much as i wud hv wanted to protect myself. you did recover in long run. and wht ws left behind ws a seething anger. anger fr each n evrybdy. evn fr me. fr assumptions tht u made, cos u saw evrybdy in same light tht evrybdy is here to hurt u. u at times decided to punish em , at times to forgiv em. u cant do anything to anybdy my dear frnd, it nvr wrks. ppl do get hurt temporarily bt thn u r forgotten. bt it wil b u who wil remembr all n seeth in anger fr d supposedly wrong thing thy did to u. i dont bliv in this. i giv u sumthing cos i think u r wrth it. if u arnt thn fine lets part ways. no point in havin grudges in wht i did fr u n hw u returned it bak. i forgiv u. n i forgiv myself fr binding wit u. u went off without explainin d reason fr gettin angry this time.....m lettin u go. m freein myself frm u.